One crisis after another. A crisis in someone elses life does not constitute a crisis in my life. I just have to keep telling myself that.

Faith and trust. Will you choose it?

What is time to you? Sometimes a year just flies by and sometimes a year seems like an eternity. I would ask.... what would you consider to be 'the' year? The year in which the most significant changes affected you? Good or bad? Did you change as a person? Did 'who you are' change? Was it a good thing or a bad thing that brought about the introspection of whatever particular year it was that impacted your life in such a manner?

It is raining here today, the temperature has cooled down considerably and my fingers don't want to work on the keyboard this morning.

 

Starbucks late Saturday night with a friend was nice. Especially nice was all the coupons they kept handing us for buy one get one free for a friend. Makes it affordable.

 

Wish the longing in my heart would go away... or else be met. You ever wonder just what the deepest longing in your heart is? Do you really want to know? Sometimes I do, and sometimes I don't. Sometimes it is hard to determine what exactly it is that is inside of me. A desire for self or a desire for something better....

Sometimes I get so tired of people thinking they know what is best for me. I realize that they are just trying to help, but still....

 

Like I don't have a clue where I am at. I probably know better then anyone where I am at. The fact that I don't know what the future holds, well that is pretty scary to me. Probably moreso to me then to anyone that would surmise to know what is best for me.

 

That isn't to say that I know everything, because I damn sure don't.

 

Still, it gets very frustrating when I already feel like I am at the end of my rope.

 

On a completely unrelated note..... it might be time for more ink.